Friday, December 5, 2025

Finding Joy


 “Joy Lives in the Heart'


I can feel content

And moments of warmth 

and love in my heart,

But, Joy? Living in my Heart?

Is Joy  hiding in the basement,

Afraid to come out?


If joy lives in the cellar of my heart,

is it packed in a jar on a shelf?

 like last summer’s canned tomatoes, 

Waiting to be found and opened.


Maybe joy is hiding in grief.

hiding to protect the memories


 Or, maybe Joy is waiting to be found

Like a child playing hide and seek.


Maybe I need to go looking for it. . .

Listen for the muffled giggles 

of the anticipation 

of joy feeling  antsy in the darkness,

A little afraid to come out before hearing

The magic words:

“Ollie, ollie, oxen free. 

Come out, Come out

Wherever you are.”


So,do I have the power to find joy 

Or will it stay hidden

Waiting for permision to come out?

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Between Two Worlds

Most of my life, I've considered it fortunate that I was just ahead of the Baby-boom. Generally, the Baby-boomers were born between 1946 and 1964 after the fathers returned from World War II. It was a huge population explosion that has reverberated through American society.

This blog will be part history, part memories, part reflections of a retired teacher, but active "Senior". I have always felt like I straddled two generations forming a bridge. Sometimes I think like a baby-boomer, but sometimes I'm locked into my parents' Depression era thinking. I'm a dichotomy of two eras. But, I'm always ready to try something new---so here I am dipping my toes in the water of Blogworld.